A FEW DAYS AGO, I SENT A POSTCARD from Seville to my dear friend Leslie, who lives in Lethbridge, Alberta. I'm not sure how long it will take for her to receive it. I do know it took the woman at the postal desk about five minutes to figure out the right postage, so maybe mail from Spain to Canada isn't that common. As there isn't a lot of room on the back of a postcard, I mentioned some of the things I've seen and done. If I'd had more room, this is what I would have told her:
DEAR LESLIE, hola from Spain! I'm having a great time here, my flamenco classes are wonderful, and I've learned a lot. I will miss Seville when we leave, but it will also be good to get back to family and friends.
A few of the highlights, so far:
1). The Shoes. Oh my god. And not just the flamenco ones, which come in every colour and style you can imagine (and yes, I did buy a new pair, in red). There are more shoe stores here than just about any other kind, the leather and suede are fantastic, but then so is the cloth, the canvas, the whatever. And so reasonably priced. I wish my feet weren't so tender - band-aids and moleskin are my friends. But I think that's why I notice the shoes here so much - because I can't wear most of them. Gold and silver lame sandals are also a thing. :-) Anyway, if you come here, save room in your luggage for shoes.
2). The weather, of course. It's mid-October. We finally had a break from the heat (simmering at around 32C+) with some rain today. The air is soft, and the cobblestones gleam in the damp. I know it's been awful back home with snow in Alberta (unless you're a skier, then it's all welcome and good). Personally, I haven't missed the snow. Although, strangely, I have missed Canada. The other day, we were in Corte Inglais, one of the major department stores here, and the muzak was playing Rocky Mountain High by John Denver (and if you want to sing along, like I did, I've included the link here. Go on. Do it. Let's love Canada together.) And even though the song is about Colorado, it brought memories of why I love Canada and the West so much, our mountains, our wilderness, the cold, fresh air - Banff, Jasper, the elk, the goats, the ravens, even the bears. Seville is a such different landscape. Urban, sophisticated, colourful.
3). Which is also why I love Seville. The weather makes it so people friendly here. Everybody lives in apartments, so the plazas and parks are a living, social space. It's great to sit in a square, drink a Sangria, eat a tapa or two, and watch the rest of the world at play. Siesta is still in place, so you need to adapt to that, change your lifestyle to match it. But I like seeing a whole family (including the dog) hanging out in the plazas, eating, talking, playing, even sleeping. (I refer to the little kids here, who might still be out with their parents at 11:00 at night, asleep in their strollers. Babysitters? Who needs babysitters when you have the whole family enjoying a cerveza or two at El Tremendo?)
4). Colour: the one thing I hate about Edmonton is its lack of imagination (mostly) with colour. In my neighborhood, every house is beige, or white, or cream, or pale blue - winter colours and boring. Ditto with clothing choices - we all wear black, or brown, or grey, with an occasional flash of red or blue (and yes, I'm as guilty as anyone. Black seems to be the go-to colour in my wardrobe). Here, mustard yellow is the top choice for clothing and apartment trim, with raw sienna, yellow ochre, cream, and olive green as secondary favourites. All summer colours. Here, the women wear fabrics that flow, float, and drape, while they guys tend to be hip in torn jeans, shirts, and scarves. They have a term for how people dress here: - it's 'pijo' and means 'posh'. If and when I come back to Sevilla (and I pray I do), I'm packing sun dresses and skirts and sandals. We've been here for six weeks now; I packed three pairs of jeans and only wore jeans twice, having to make do with my ugly shorts or yoga pants. And my ugly, black sneakers, too. Mike likes to wear his La Giralda t-shirt he bought in a souvenir shop. Gee, how is it everyone knows we're tourists???
5). Flamenco, naturally: It's everywhere, and it's wonderful. I've seen some great shows with some amazing performers, not the least of whom is my bulerias teacher Ramon Martinez. Yesterday, as I was walking down the Almirante Apodaca, the main street near our place, a taxi was stopped at a red light. The driver was listening to a bulerias, which was blaring from his window. His hands were clapping the compas (the time) as he waited for the light to change.
I could go on and on, Leslie. You would love Seville - the city, its sites, the Catedral, the museums, the flamenco tablaos, and the people - everyone we've met has been kind and friendly, considerate and helpful. If you know some Spanish, a little goes a long way. Being the typical Canadian, I start most of my conversations with an apology - Lo siento, soy Canadiense. Mi espanol no es muy bueno, (I'm sorry. I'm Canadian. My Spanish isn't very good) and people will smile, and often tell me their English isn't very good either, but not to fret. Don't you worry, little Canadian. We Spaniards will make it work. We will help you. We'll get along, just fine.
Signing off for now, Leslie. I hope life is good with you! Say 'hi' to Megan and Cat for me! Besos y brazos! See you soon!
- Susan.
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Thursday, October 11, 2018
Monday, September 10, 2018
WHO NEEDS A DRYER WHEN YOU HAVE CLOTHES PINS?
LIKE THE TITLE SAYS, WHO NEEDS A DRYER, WHEN YOU HAVE A BALCONY AND CLOTHES PINS? For some reason. I find hanging my laundry from a cord that I've tied to each end of my tiny balcony, very satisfying. And I have neon clothes pins, which are cool, because they appeal to the little kid in me. Colours! Sky blue, neon green, hot pink and yellow. I had the same thrill from coloured pencils in a new pencil box when I was eight. (Which is probably why I like soft pastels to do some art when I find the time.) I suspect hanging my laundry reminds me of my childhood, when my mother used to hang our laundry on our clothesline in the back yard, and everything froze into place in January. I still remember sheets hanging like plates of shaved ice and towels at attention like rectangular flags. They had a solidity to them that meant Canada, and January, and playing outside making snowmen, and home.
Of course, there's no snow here. There hasn't been any rain either. If you've been watching the Spanish news, you'll know the rest of the country has suffered. It's 30 degrees and things are dry in an hour instead of taking all day. But I do love hanging my laundry. If truth be told, I was a bit worried about not having a dryer when we moved here. But no hay problema.
On the other hand, maybe we're just the dumb Canucks of the neighborhood, hanging our laundry across our balcony. Nobody else seems to do that, and we do have a clothesline on the roof of our building. (We went up there to do our sheets, and the sun nearly blinded me. It was so bright it gave me a headache.) But the balcony is so convenient. And we don't do a lot of laundry.
The other great thing here is the groceries. The major supermarkets in Sevilla put ours to shame. There's so much to choose from in terms of cheeses, meats (can you say 20 different kinds of jamon?) and produce, some of which I've never seen. The fish is fantastic. All fresh, and the flavours are amazing. AND THE WINE. We bought a respectable bottle of chardonnay for one and a half Euros (or about $2.25 Canadian). The stuff was on sale for 70% off. We plan to go back and stock up. :-)
I've also discovered the delights of salmoreo, which is like a gazpacho but much creamier and smoother. We ordered some the other night, thinking it was a salmon thingee. (I know, don't laugh. We're learning.) It turned out to be this fantastic cold tomato soup, served with bits of shaved ham and cheese. We loved it. So when we saw it in the store at Corte Inglais, we bought it. I never thought I'd be an afficionada of cold soup, but in hot weather, there's nothing better.
What else? We walked around today, trying to find Mike a pair of summer shorts, and nada. The stores are already displaying fall fashions. Also, 5:00 p.m. is about the perfect time for a sangria. :-)
More mañana. Olé! - Susan.
Of course, there's no snow here. There hasn't been any rain either. If you've been watching the Spanish news, you'll know the rest of the country has suffered. It's 30 degrees and things are dry in an hour instead of taking all day. But I do love hanging my laundry. If truth be told, I was a bit worried about not having a dryer when we moved here. But no hay problema.
On the other hand, maybe we're just the dumb Canucks of the neighborhood, hanging our laundry across our balcony. Nobody else seems to do that, and we do have a clothesline on the roof of our building. (We went up there to do our sheets, and the sun nearly blinded me. It was so bright it gave me a headache.) But the balcony is so convenient. And we don't do a lot of laundry.
The other great thing here is the groceries. The major supermarkets in Sevilla put ours to shame. There's so much to choose from in terms of cheeses, meats (can you say 20 different kinds of jamon?) and produce, some of which I've never seen. The fish is fantastic. All fresh, and the flavours are amazing. AND THE WINE. We bought a respectable bottle of chardonnay for one and a half Euros (or about $2.25 Canadian). The stuff was on sale for 70% off. We plan to go back and stock up. :-)
I've also discovered the delights of salmoreo, which is like a gazpacho but much creamier and smoother. We ordered some the other night, thinking it was a salmon thingee. (I know, don't laugh. We're learning.) It turned out to be this fantastic cold tomato soup, served with bits of shaved ham and cheese. We loved it. So when we saw it in the store at Corte Inglais, we bought it. I never thought I'd be an afficionada of cold soup, but in hot weather, there's nothing better.
What else? We walked around today, trying to find Mike a pair of summer shorts, and nada. The stores are already displaying fall fashions. Also, 5:00 p.m. is about the perfect time for a sangria. :-)
More mañana. Olé! - Susan.
Sunday, September 09, 2018
SEVILLA LIFE
We're getting used to the siesta, and the opening and closing times of stores, restaurants, and bars. We tend to buy groceries about every day - our apartment is small, and we don't have much in the way of storage, so shopping has become part of our daily schedule. Today, being Sunday, we went for a stroll down to the La Alameda de Hercules and found Sevillanos enjoying the sun beneath umbrellas along its length. There were people dancing Sevillanas, blasting over loud-speakers at one end, and a small set-up of kiddie rides for los niños. We stopped for a sangria, and then checked out the outdoor flea market, figuring we'd have time to pick up groceries for Sunday's dinner.
The local bars keep odd hours. One, that's just down the street from us, caters to the local machos. I've never seen a woman in there. There's some guy who 'howls' around closing time around 2:00 a.m. I guess he isn't happy with having to stumble home. Luckily, he doesn't carry on for too long. We've taken to calling him our local howler.
There also seems to be an etiquette to not looking up at people if they're on their balconies. We use our tiny balcony to drink wine and eat tapas (there's just room for the two of us, two chairs and a table), or to hang our laundry. Whenever I'm out there and someone is passing beneath, they never look up. Ditto when someone is on a higher balcony than ours. They never look down. I suppose in a place that's as populated as this, social niceties are meant to be followed.
People dress really well here. The women are often in dresses and skirts, cool pantsuits and great shoes. You won't find anybody in sweat pants or ratty t-shirts here.
Dance is going well. I look forward to my class tomorrow morning. Such a difference from a week ago, where I was facing my first class with trepidation.
The weather's been great. I'm really enjoying the extended summer. The nights are soft, warm, and sultry. I love Sevilla. Feel so lucky to be here.
Until mañana, , olé! - Susan.
Thursday, September 06, 2018
A RE-POST, 'THE TATTOOED WITCH' CELEBRATES FIVE YEARS
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| The Tattooed Witch , Book One |
FIVE YEARS AGO, IN 2013, I POSTED THE FIRST TWO CHAPTERS OF THE TATTOOED WITCH, THE FIRST BOOK IN MY TRILOGY. As I'm in Spain taking flamenco classes, I thought it only fitting to celebrate the book's publication by re-posting its first two chapters below. If you haven't read The Tattooed Witch, think an alternate Spain in 1550, gypsies and gypsy magic, flamenco, and a complicated love story between an unusual girl with a unique talent, a thief who seeks vengeance, and a resurrected ghost who was once a High Priest. Throw in a sociopathic Grande Inquisitor who will stop at nothing to to reach his ultimate goal, and you have The Tattooed Witch.
The book was short-listed for a Canadian Aurora Award in 2014.
Enjoy. :-)
Chapter One
Host
Maligno
In
the furthest corner of the gilded bed chamber belonging to Alonso de Santangél,
High Solar of Granad, Miriam Medina stood as still as a porcelain vase. Only
the occasional blink of her eyes and the even, slow rise and fall of her
breasts betrayed her presence, although the priests in the room knew she was
there. She had watched the dawn come, had marked how the sun spilled through
the crenellated glass, how it had cut bright patterns across the floor. Her
assistant’s tunic clung to her like a damp tent, as heavy as the velvet drapes
on the windows. Sweat trickled between her breasts. A potted oleander bush,
heavy with blossoms, shielded her from view. To her reckoning, she had been
banished to her corner for five hours now. In this place, Miriam Medina knew it
was better to be ignored.
She
breathed through her nose and tried not to gag. Beneath the powdery scent of the
oleander, the room stank of old men. She could smell her own sweat too. The
heat of the day wasn't the only cause. The priests had rounded on them when
she and Ephraim had arrived. Their open hostility startled her so much that she
had stepped on her father’s hems. A
woman! In the High Solar’s chamber? What are you thinking, Doctor Medina?
She is a drudge, nothing more, her father maintained. They both knew it for a lie. And then she had
been banished to this corner as if she were no more than a child. So demeaning,
considering Ephraim knew her true capabilities.
You’re at a loss, Papa. One touch and we’ll know what
ails the High Solar.
No. It’s too dangerous.
But you said so yourself—you don’t know what ails him!
I have my suspicions.
And they are?
They don’t matter. I will deal with it.
And if he dies, what then? They’ll blame you. And
then, what will happen to me?
It had been an
unkind thing to say, a selfish thing to say, but it had been the only way to
move him. Against his better judgment, he had agreed.
You’ll do nothing until I call you, Miriam.
Yes, Papa.
You’ll stay out of the way and not dare to move.
Yes, Papa.
And if I call you—that’s ‘if’ Miriam—you’ll determine
the trouble. Then you’ll return to the house and stay there until I come home.
It wasn’t fair, this pretense they were expected to maintain.
She considered the room full of priests. These old men—they lived one way but
preached another. Wasn’t it Sul who had said, ‘Hide not your light beneath a
bushel, but place it on a candlestick, so that it giveth light to all the
house?’ Hers was a unique gift, but if
she ever displayed it openly, they would accuse her of congress with demons.
If he would just call me. She
closed her eyes to suppress her impatience and ignore her thirst. In spite of
the sunshine, the bed chamber was littered with enough candles to light a nave.
What the High Solar needed was darkness and solitude. Ephraim had suggested it,
but the priests insisted that their patriarch needed the blazing protection of
Sul all about him. It mattered not if the heat contributed to his demise.
A small page in
white livery appeared in the doorway. He held a steaming bowl of broth in his
hands. Earlier, Ephraim had turned away Alonso de Santangél’s breakfast. The
monks had tried to feed him, but he had spit up the gruel. Clear liquids only, Ephraim
maintained.
With a nod, Ephraim
beckoned the boy forth and accepted the broth. The monks in front of her
shifted, affording her a better view of Alonso de Santangél.
She caught her
breath.
Without his robes
of office or a miter upon his head, he was a much younger man than she had
assumed, about thirty years of age. A tonsure of blonde hair ran about his head
like a crown. He had the face of an angel—beautiful in a stern sort of way,
although at the moment, the visage was marred by pain. His bare chest was well
muscled for a man of the cloth. He looked as if he spent his days scything grain.
He was handsome! The realization came as a shock. What business
did a Prince of the Church have in being so attractive? And what business did
she have in finding him so? Surely, it was a sin to think of him that way,
although there were far too many sins as it was.
A flush rose to
her face. She had seen naked men before, surreptitiously, through slatted
shutters. None of Ephraim’s patients had impressed her—all flabby bellies and
flaccid penises, but this one; he would be different, as perfect as any
sculptor’s model, his thighs well-formed and his loins…she took a deep breath,
thankful that the priests’ backs were turned to her.
She set aside
her attraction with a rigid self-control. She had studied the body’s drives in Ephraim’s
medical books. It was logical to feel this way. She was a young woman reacting
to a striking, albeit ineligible, man. She eyed the priests about her. At least
Alonso de Santangél wasn’t old and dried out, as these others were.
Ephraim set a spoon
to his lips. She held her breath—please,
Your Brilliance, keep it down!—and chided herself. She was reacting like
one of those stupid girls who pressed themselves against the bricks and swooned
whenever a conquistador who rode by. Would she be so worried about the High
Solar if he weren’t so good looking? She knew the answer to that. She would
not.
Alonso de
Santangél accepted another spoonful, and then abruptly, he choked and coughed. She
bit her lip. All around her, monks muttered in dismay. Ephraim thrust the bowl
to the page and reached for a cloth. He leaned Alonso de Santangél to his side
and helped him wretch up what little he could. Bloody spittle bubbled from his
lips. She held herself tightly, knowing she could not rush to his bedside to help.
A Luster monk approached
to help. Ephraim waved him off. “Leave it.” He glanced to where she stood at
the back of the room and beckoned her to come. “My assistant will clean it up.”
She blinked. Gods,
had she heard him right? He motioned to her a second time, so she dropped her
gaze and strode through the priests with her hands clasped. Let them think she
was no more than a servant reserved for the most odious of tasks. Alonso de
Santangél loomed into view. He is wonderful,
she thought as she drew alongside him, like
Sul after the Passion. Without a word, she dropped to her knees and thought
of the Goddess Lys in her incarnation as the Pietà, Mother of the God. With
great care, she swabbed Alonso de Santangél’s face. His flesh was a mottled
red. Her attraction fled as fear for him took its place. She wanted to cradle
him, to ease his pain. He lifted his suffering gaze to regard her. His eyes
were as blue as a summer’s sky. It took all of her strength to refrain from
laying a soft hand against his cheek, to reassure him that she would do all in
her power to help him. She caught a hint of sweetness beneath his breath. That
was wrong. Why should his breath smell sweet? Abruptly, he choked and gagged.
When he subsided, she wiped his chin and allowed the tip of her forefinger to
touch his face.
A tongue of fire
shot through her, burning her throat and turning her stomach into a molten
churn. She fought the grey that engulfed her and swallowed. Her legs buckled,
but since she was already on her knees, no one noticed. She curled her finger
back into her fist and forced herself to breathe.
Trembling, she
wiped his mouth as gently as she could, keeping her fingers clear. She couldn’t
afford to lose herself. Gods, what had he been given? She ran through the list
of possibilities. Alonso de Santangél watched her with sunken, wild eyes, his
pupils like dark beetles scuttling in a grave. One thing was certain; she and
Ephraim couldn’t leave him alone. Someone in the Solarium had done this,
perhaps one of the priests in this room. She tucked a strand of her black hair
into her kerchief. Her fingers twitched. Ephraim watched them intently.
Poison, she signed,
knowing the awful truth of it. Monkshood
or oleander.
Her father’s
eyes narrowed. He glanced at the soup. He reached into his bag and withdrew an
envelope—medicinal charcoal for toxins.
“Take that
away,” he told the page, indicating the bowl of broth, “and on pain of death,
don’t touch it.” He stared hard at the lad, knowing the proclivities of young
boys. “From now on,” he told the breathless assembly, “no food or drink passes
the High Solar’s lips that I don’t prepare.”
“But what is
wrong with him?” demanded the Solarium’s Exchequer. He looked like rabbit about
to bolt for its hole.
Ephraim tipped
the charcoal into a cup of water and set it to the High Solar’s lips. “It’s a
sensitive matter, Luminance. When His Brilliance is stable, I’ll share my
diagnosis with you in private.” Her father was no fool; the last thing he would
do would be to air their suspicions publicly. He coaxed Alonso de Santangél to
drink. To Miriam’s relief, he kept it down.
“You must have
some idea,” the Exchequer pressed. “Is he contagious?”
“No. What ails
him isn’t due to any humor of the air, nor is it a god-sent punishment. He is
sick through no fault of his own.” Ephraim eased Alonso de Santangél to his
pillows. “I want this room cleared. His Brilliance needs peace and solitude if
he’s to recover.”
The Exchequer
frowned, less bothered now that he was unlikely to catch a plague. As the
priests grumbled, Alonso de Santangél captured her gaze. His eyes bore into
hers as if she were his last link to life. His fingers trembled. He lifted a
shaking hand as if to touch her.
A harsh clatter
of boots came from down the hall. The tramp grew louder. Miriam pulled her gaze
from Alonso de Santangél to see what army had arrived. A stark figure in black
and white stood framed in the chamber’s doorway. She ducked her head to hide.
Gods! Ephraim had said that the Grand Inquisitor had left for Madrone that
morning, but here he was.
Flee, her instincts told
her. Run and don’t look back.
This was the man
that all of Esbaña feared as much as they did a god-sent pestilence. In three
major cities, thousands had died smelling the stink of their burning flesh. La Puraficación de la Fé, he called it,
a purification of the faith. He had given the town one week to come forward and
confess its sins in an Edict of Grace. Most people attended. She and Ephraim
had not; Ephraim’s grandfather had been Juden until the family converted fifty
years ago. The conversions made little difference to the inquisitors; they
didn’t believe them. Now, it was too late.
“What is this?”
Tor Tomás demanded. He swept into the room, his boots striking hard against the
marble. No one said a word as he stopped before her. She lifted her head to
meet his gaze, hoping she looked as benign as a lamb. His eyes were a strange
color, so yellow as to be reptilian. He wore no tonsure as the other priests
did, but had shaved himself bald, as if to impress Sul with his greater
sanctity. His head resembled a cracked egg. A thin line cut across his face—an
old scar, she realized. His only other ornamentation, other than the official
Brand upon his chest, was a tiny hoop in his left ear. He looked more cutthroat
than priest.
Ephraim cleared
his throat. “This is my daughter. She cleans for me, nothing more.”
“Monk’s work.”
“I take the
sputum to my residence to study, Radiance. She knows how to collect it.”
Tor Tomás
dismissed the excuse with a wave. His fingers were long and thin, the nails
uncut. Something dark and ruddy rimmed their bases. “She has no business here.
She taints the very air.”
“Forgive me, but
I beg to differ.” Ephraim stood his ground.
“Even the medical college in Zaragoza allows that women have their
place. I can vouch for my daughter. She’s received no schooling, save for what
little I’ve shown her. She’s no threat to anyone, least of all, the High Solar.
I would not have her here, if she were.”
“How long has
she been here?”
“Since early
morning, Radiance.”
“And why did you bring her?”
“As I explained,
she collects.…”
“You’re lying.
You brought her here because you thought she would be needed. Why is that, I
wonder?”
“I don’t know
what you mean.”
“You weren’t at
the Edict of Grace.”
“I’ve been with
His Brilliance all week.”
“That doesn’t
excuse your daughter.”
The silence was
palpable. She felt the weight of the priests’ scrutiny fall upon her. In
seconds, someone would point a gnarled finger at her and accuse her of
witchcraft.
“She is unmarried,”
Ephraim said quickly. “I don’t allow her to travel or stay alone without a
chaperone.”
She walked
through Granad as she pleased, although mostly to visit the market to buy
supplies for the house or their pharmacopoeia. If the priests asked anyone who
knew them, they would uncover the lie.
Alonso de
Santangél groaned. The focus in the room shifted. Tor Tomás pursed his lips.
“How is the patient?” he asked dryly.
“Not well. I’ve
administered a tincture,” Ephraim said.
“You prepared it
yourself?”
“Of course. I
wouldn’t trust any woman to handle it.”
She closed her
eyes. Another falsehood. Fortunately, the Grand Inquisitor didn’t question it.
He studied Alonso de Santangél for a moment and then snagged his cheeks between
his thumb and forefinger. “He doesn’t look well,” he said, handling him as he
might a melon in the market.
The High Priest
sputtered to life. His arms shook as if he had no more strength in them than a
man twice his age. His hands flailed. He wheezed and choked.
“Radiance,
please.” Ephraim set a restraining hand on the Grand Inquisitor’s wrist.
The inquisitor
released his fingers as if he had touched something foul. He locked his strange
yellow eyes with Alonso de Santangél’s blue ones. The two men regarded each
other with such loathing, that anyone with a whit of understanding could not
fail to notice.
“This is
terrible, my Brothers!” Tor Tomás announced suddenly. “Your Patriarch is
dying!” He pointed at the Exchequer as if to accuse him of negligence.
“Luminance, you can’t allow him to leave this world without administering the
Holy Unction. I have with me, a shipment of wine from Madrone. Let a cup of it
be used for his last rites.”
“Radiance, there
is still hope,” Ephraim began.
Tor Tomás
dismissed him. “You’ve done quite enough, Doctor.”
“But I can save
him! Wine is the last thing he needs right now. He needs.…”
“He doesn’t need
absolution? What kind of heresy is this?” He glared at Ephraim as if he had
suggested they drain the high priest’s blood from his veins.
“I don’t mean
that! Of course, we all need absolution….”
“Step aside,
Doctor Medina. You aren’t the only one who knows impending death when he sees
it. Our brother doesn’t need a physician. He needs a priest.” He snapped his
fingers. A Luster monk rushed forward with a goblet of wine in his hand.
“Not that.”
Tomás waved him off. “The rare vintage I brought from Madrone. Ah, there it
is.” One of his retainers stepped forth with a bottle in his hand. The man was
as huge and as grim as block of granite. His black and white habit barely
passed his knees. Tomás tossed the goblet’s original contents to the floor and
ignored the gasps of shock from the clergy. He broke the bottle’s seal.
Ephraim stepped
forward. “Please! Not yet, I beg you!”
Tor Tomás
ignored him and poured fresh wine into the cup, topping it to the brim. “Great
Sul!” he cried, holding it aloft for all to see. “Your shining son, His
Brilliance Alonso de Santangél is soon to depart from this world. Let him not
descend to the perpetual darkness you reserve for all sinners! Lift him up,
Holy Sul! Grant him an eternal place at your side, ever radiant and ever
strong, free from the stagnant waters of mortality!”
Miriam watched
as the sun caught the rim of the glass. The harsh scintillation blazed like a
star. Tor Tomás brought the goblet down and passed his hand over it in
blessing. From where she sat, she saw a pale powder fall from his fingers.
Before she could speak, the inquisitor pressed the cup to the High Solar’s
mouth. Alonso de Santangél raised frantic hands to prevent it from touching his
lips.
Stop! she wanted to cry,
but Ephraim had already done so. The Grand Inquisitor ignored him and pried the
High Solar’s mouth open. Alonso de Santangél had no strength to prevent it. He
swallowed—one gulp, two. Wine splashed over his face and gushed from his mouth;
there was no way he could not drink. He choked, gagged. In defeat, Miriam
folded in on herself. The sacrament went on forever. The priests and monks
looked on with distress but did nothing to prevent it.
Finally, the
goblet was done. The wine had spilled down the side of the bed and had stained
the sheets. Splotches of it spattered her face. She watched dully as Alonso de
Santangél went into convulsions. His death was violent and hard, as one might
expect for a man in his prime. She closed her eyes, couldn’t block the sounds
of his agony. She wanted to clutch him, send her apology flying after him: Your Brilliance…Alonso! Forgive me! I couldn’t stop him! I’m so sorry!
Her throat tightened into a knot, her limbs stiffened into stone. She couldn’t
afford to weep. The priests in the room watched in uneasy silence, their
expressions grim. At the last moment, she opened her eyes to capture a last
shred of Alonso de Santangél before he died. To her horror, he stared at her as
a drowning man might, as if she were the last tenuous hold he had on life. She
winced, wondering if those blue eyes registered what she was—a girl of
seventeen, smitten for the first time and at the worst possible moment in her
life, a girl devastated by his dying. With a violent shudder, his head slumped
to the side and he gave up the ghost.
She wanted to
scream. Tears streamed down her cheeks, but she made no sound. Alonso de
Santangél had been stolen from her. Now, he was inextricably lost. The clergy
lifted their hands and made the starburst of Sul. Their leader, His Brilliance,
Alonso de Santangél, and youngest patriarch to ever have served the faithful in
Granad, was dead.
Ephraim helped
her rise. She stood, feeling broken, as if some of part of her had fled.
Ephraim looked as if he had shrunk inside his robe. He set a trembling arm
about her shoulders and drew her away. They passed through the chamber like
phantoms in a bone yard.
As they reached
the doorway, a strident voice called out, “Stop them! Don’t let them escape!”
Ephraim dug his
fingers into her arm. She had been waiting for the Grand Inquisitor’s shout, as
had he. A tramp of footfalls rushed up behind them.
Her father
stepped in front of her to protect her from the guards. “Why are you stopping
us?” he demanded. “We’ve done nothing wrong!”
Tor Tomás
confronted them. “Done nothing wrong?” he repeated. “I disagree. You bring a
woman into the High Solar’s presence. You allow her to approach him on his sick
bed. He dies. You and your daughter are under arrest for the murder of Alonso
de Santangél, High Solar of Granad.”
Chapter Two
Potro
They were forced
down a long hall and pushed down a narrow set of stairs. Unlike the main floor
of the temple with its white marble facades, there was no ornamentation here.
The walls looked as if they had been hewn from bedrock. They passed thick doors
with barred windows, all monks’ cells at one time, but judging from the moans
emanating from them, not now.
“What is this
place?” Miriam demanded. They had come to a large door.
“Interrogation
Room.” The large monk shoved her into the vault. He was a barrel of a man, at
least twenty stone’s weight and over six feet tall. He slammed the door behind
her.
She grabbed the
grill. “Where are you taking my father?” she shouted. They marched Ephraim down
the hall. She strained her neck to see, but the dark swallowed him.
She spun on her
heel. The chamber was large. Numerous torches had been set into the walls.
Three chairs stood behind a table with quills, ink and vellum. On the far side,
a wooden pallet rested on thick legs at a forty-five degree angle. Lines of rope
dangled from its sides. Across its width, slats of wood lay. Each slat
terminated with a large screw.
Her heart
lurched in her chest like a bird caught in a net. Not taking her eyes from the
contraption, she forced herself to breathe.
A potro. She had never seen the damage it
could inflict, but she had heard of it. As the screws tightened, the ropes bit
into one’s flesh. Bones broke and tendons popped. People said whatever they
were told to, to relieve their pain. But why torture her if the Grand Inquisitor
was already convinced of her guilt?
The answer
flared in her mind like a spark on tinder. He might accuse her, but by law, the
Crown required confessions. Thus, the vellum and the quills.
A tramp of boots
came from down the hall. She backed away from the door as if it might attack
her. The same beefy guard who had imprisoned her earlier opened it and stood to
one side as the Exchequer and another priest filed in—a secretary to record her
confession, no doubt. Before she could run, the guard grabbed her and marched
her to stand before her judges as they took their seats. She cringed as Tor
Tomás appeared in the doorway. He paused as he beheld her, his snake’s eyes
bright.
She flinched.
The guard held her firm. His touch was anything but reassuring, but there was
something unexpected in it—he wasn’t the brutal thug she thought him to be. He
was unhappy with the proceedings. Why? As he released her, the fleeting
impression was gone. The secretary smoothed the roll of vellum, took a quill
and dipped it into an inkwell. The Exchequer stared at her, his expression
sour. As for Tor Tomás—he lounged in his chair, but his glance burned.
A hot flush rose
up the back of her neck. His regard was not that of a cold, desiccated cleric
arguing the finer points of canon law. He stared at her as the men in the
square did, their lust as obvious as the bulges in their trews. She held her
head high and ignored him, a foolish stance, but it hardly mattered what she
did. From the faint smile touching his lips, he knew it, too.
“Your name?” The smile disappeared. He was all
business now.
She met his gaze
boldly. “Miriam Medina.”
“Medina? A Juden
name, is it not?” The Exchequer glanced between the secretary and Tor Tomás as
if he had just realized it. They waited for her to confirm it.
She lifted her
chin. “My family is devout. We are Conversos.”
“As all Conversos claim to be. Still, your
father kept the family name,” Tor Tomás pointed out.
“As we are
required to do, by law.”
“Miriam is also a Juden name. If your family is so
law-abiding, why did your parents choose a Juden name for you?”
She said
nothing.
“Do you and your
father attend the Solarium regularly?”
“We pay our
tithes.”
“That’s not what
I asked.”
“We maintain a
shrine to Sul at home. We can’t always attend services. My father is often
called to assist the sick.”
“Your mother’s
name?”
“Mari.”
“Not a Juden
name. Her surname?”
“I don’t know
it.”
All three
blinked at her. “How can you not know it?” Tor Tomás asked.
“She died when I
was three.”
“Even so, I find
it hard to believe that you wouldn’t know her name. Surely, your father told
you. How did she die?”
“An illness of
some kind, I think.”
“You think and
your father’s a physician.” He turned to the Exchequer and secretary. “Maybe he
poisoned her, too. What were the details of her death?”
“I don’t know
them.”
He set a long
finger to his lips. “Was there some scandal involved? Some reason your father
would disassociate himself from her? Was she Juden, as well?”
“We are Conversos.”
“Yes, yes. How
old are you?”
She glanced
away. “Seventeen.”
“Seventeen and
unmarried?”
“My father never
arranged it.” Ephraim had, but she had refused all three suits. Every time she
had tried to talk to the mayor’s son about the town’s growth, he said her
interest demeaned her—she was too pretty to be concerned about such things. The
head of the Silk Guild’s nephew rubbed his thighs and spoke to her breasts. The
third was a widower three times her age with a daughter two years younger than
she. After one too many pats on the knee, she told him he was a lecherous old
panderer who should marry someone his own age and leave her alone. He called
her a shrew. After that, the suits stopped. She decided she didn’t need men and
would remain a spinster all her life.
“You’re a virgin?”
She frowned. It
was no business of his.
“Answer the
question!”
“Yes!”
He regarded her
without saying anything. His gaze drifted to her breasts and lingered on her
hips. Her face grew hot. He shifted in his seat. “How did you kill Alonso de
Santangél?” His voice returned to normal.
“I didn’t kill
him.”
“But your father
did.”
“My father
hasn’t killed anyone.”
“Yet you
practice medicine alongside him. Perhaps you made a mistake.”
“I didn’t….” A
trap. “I do not practice medicine. I
only help him clean.”
“Perhaps you
assisted in killing the High Solar.”
“I didn’t murder
him.” She regarded him through narrowed eyes. He had dropped the powder into
the wine. The certainty that he had killed Alonso de Santangél resounded in her
heart so loudly that it might have been a bell tolling from a tower.
“Am I allowed to
ask you a question, Radiance?” She didn’t wait for him to answer. “Does the god
speak to you directly?” The Solarium taught that only saints heard the voice of
Sul.
He nodded
stiffly, unsure of where she was going. “He sends me impressions.”
“Then if the god
speaks to you truly, you know who really committed the High Solar’s murder.”
His eyes
flashed. She had accused him covertly and he knew it. The Exchequer didn’t
notice. He waved his hand in dismissal. “This is getting us nowhere. She isn’t
about to confess unless we put her to the question. Set her on the potro and be done with it. We have a
Requiem to arrange.”
The small flush
of victory curdled in her gut. She wanted to bolt, but the guard was behind
her. Tor Tomás held up his hand and smiled coldly. Why had she been so rash? He
would punish her even more severely, because of it. “Not yet, Luminance.”
She swallowed.
He was breathing more heavily, now. “With one so young, we must be…indulgent.
By all means, go and arrange the High Solar’s interment. Take Brother Diego and
the guards with you. I’ll finish the interrogation on my own.”
Her heart
hammered in her chest while her head yammered warnings. If they left, there
would be no witnesses. What were
those marks on his fingernails? He could be capable of anything. She didn’t
want to be alone with him.
The Exchequer
fidgeted. “I wish it were so easy, Radiance. Unfortunately, we can’t go. The
Crown expects us to stick to proper procedure. With the High Solar’s demise, it
falls to me to act as spokesman for the Solarium. Granad must remain above
reproach. As protocol dictates, I will stay awhile longer.”
Tor Tomás bit
off the words. “If you recall, Luminance,
I established those procedures. Under their most gracious majesties, I have the
authority to change them at will.”
The Exchequer
remained unruffled. “Of course, but revisions take time. We’d have to assign a
scribe to pen them, and then send them by the fastest horse to Madrone. I wish
we had that luxury, but we have a funeral Mass to perform. We can’t leave
Alonso for long. Not in this heat.”
Tomás leaned
back in his chair. “Let us continue with the questioning. Do you bear any
birthmarks or unusual blemishes?” The hooded snake of some new emotion lifted
behind his veneer. He was calm again.
She did bear one
birthmark, a tiny dark crescent that lay between her breasts like a curl of
hair. A moon mark, Ephraim had called it when she was little. She hoped her
tone conveyed a lack of interest. “No.”
“You’re sure?”
“I am sure.”
“What about
tattoos?”
Tattoos were
associated with forbidden knowledge. She didn’t have any, but her mother had
had. She scoffed. “Of course not.”
He smiled at
her, a serpent cornering a chick. “So, you know what tattoos are?”
“I’ve seen
them.” Why had she been so brash earlier? It would have been better to play the
fool.
“Where?”
“On a man who
visited my father. A sailor. The mark was infected. My father treated it.”
“What did it
look like?”
“I don’t
remember.”
“How did he
treat it?”
“A…a poultice.”
“What kind of a
poultice?”
Too great of an
understanding of herbs would confirm her knowledge of medicine. Maybe it was
too late for that. She had convinced him she was no fool. Drat, her blasted
tongue! “I don’t know.”
“Again, that
dreary response, you don’t know. Let’s
leave her for now, Luminance, and speak with the father. Barto, watch her.” He
rose from his chair. The henchman nodded.
The three
priests filed from the room and closed the door behind them. The guard was her
one chance. She approached him as she might a tame bear. “Your name is Barto?”
He frowned at
her and looked away. It was against the rules to speak with prisoners.
“Please. They’ll
hurt me. You know this.” She plucked up her courage and set a hand on his
forearm.
“Get off!” He
pulled his arm away, but it was enough. The touch confirmed what she knew. She
reminded him of someone.
“Do you have
family somewhere?” If she could appeal to that sense of connection, she might
turn him.
He refused to
look at her. She thrust a finger at the potro,
as if to accuse him of setting it there. “You’d let them do that to your sister, Barto?”
“I don’t have no
sister.”
“Your mother,
then?”
“She’s dead.”
“I’ll be dead if
you don’t help me! Please! You must!”
He turned his
back on her.
He was too big
to straddle. She would have to talk her way around him, to coax him. Who did
she remind him of? He wouldn’t have a wife. As part of the Grand Inquisitor’s
retinue, he wouldn’t have the means to maintain a mistress, either. “Please,
I’m innocent, Barto. I…I am only seventeen! I’m too young to die! You must
believe me! I didn’t kill the High Solar!”
He looked
pained.
“Please, I beg
you! Do what’s right and let me go.”
He laughed. “And
have my cojones torched for it?”
He might as well
have slapped her. Fury found its way up from her throat like coals spewing from
a pit. “So, you’d let them burn me instead?
What kind of a man are you? You’re a coward! You’re all cowards! I hate you!” She flew at him, rammed his chest with
her fists.
His face twisted
with anger. He shoved her aside. “I ain’t no coward! Shut up!”
A harsh staccato
came from down the hall. Someone running. The door to the cell burst open and
Tor Tomás rushed in, breathing hard.
His face shone
with triumph. “Your father claims he never treated anyone with a tattoo! Which
means you lied to me, Witch! I
suspect you know all about them, that you’re hiding a few yourself! Hold her,
Barto. Let’s see what kind of a creature she really is.”
She drew back in
alarm. Her heart pounded in her ears. “I don’t have any tattoos!” she insisted.
If they stripped her, they would find the birthmark. They would put her on the potro. It was only a matter of time
before she told them everything—how she did more than assist Ephraim, how she
prepared his potions, and worst of all, how she sensed others with a touch.
“Don’t stand
there like a fool! Seize her!” Tomás’s words set Barto into motion. She backed
away from him but kept her eyes on the two of them, looking for a break in
their front. With Barto on her right and Tomás on her left, they hemmed her
like hounds on a doe.
Her fingertips
bumped the far wall. She made a mad dash past Barto, but Tomás lunged and
caught her in his horrid hands. He swung her around and slammed her into the
table. Quills flew through the air. His eyes were feral, he stank of wine. He
pushed her down, grappled her breasts. She screamed and kicked him only to win
a blow to her head. The pain stunned her. She choked in shock.
“What are you
hiding, Witch?” His lips nuzzled her ear. His lust felt as greasy as blood. He
drew back his arm and struck her again. The blow shuddered through her
cheekbone. She bit her tongue. She gasped and turned her head away, fearing
another strike. Something hard prodded her between the legs. She didn’t have to
guess what it was.
“Stop!”
She couldn’t see
who had shouted, but whoever it was had enough authority to stay him.
“This is highly
untoward! There is no need!” The Exchequer was discomfited by the display of
violence. “You can let the girl go. The doctor has confessed.”
The words rang
in her head. Ephraim had confessed? Why would he do such a thing? Papa, what have you done?
And then she
knew. The answer flattened her like one of Tomás’s blows. Ephraim had lied to
save her. Oh, Papa, she thought, you haven’t spared me. You’ve only made
things worse!
“He’s admitted
his guilt, although he maintains his daughter is innocent. I see no need for us
to proceed further,” the Exchequer said.
“There is a need.” Tomás’s weight crushed her.
She lay trapped between his arms. “She’s a witch. She has a tattoo, I think. At
least one, maybe more. I was about to search for it.”
“Be that as it
may, there’s still the Mass to perform. You can leave her for now. Once we’re
done, you can deal with her as you see fit. She isn’t going anywhere.”
His mouth
brushed her ear. “I want you to think of something while I’m gone,” he
whispered, like a lover suggesting favors. “Have you ever heard of a device
called ‘the Pear’, little witch? It’s an interesting tool, shaped like its
namesake. One inserts it into bodily cavities, like so.” He drew away from her
and held his hands as if in prayer. And then he spread them into a ‘V’.
She knew what
had caused the blood stains on his fingers.
“Are you coming,
Radiance?” The Exchequer waited at the doorway.
Tomás ignored
him. “I can’t wait to see how my toy affects you. But of course”—he touched his
crotch briefly; she doubted that the Exchequer saw—“you can always beg for the
alternative.”
He smoothed down
his habit. His intentions were clear, his plans for her delayed, not done.
Her legs
threatened to give out from beneath her. As Barto locked the door behind them,
she slid to her knees and lay where she fell. Her cheek throbbed where Tomás
had struck her. She barely noticed it, chilled by his words. He would return in
a few hours and rape her, perhaps do worse things. She turned her face into the
flagstones, choked to keep from crying and utterly failed.
End of Chapter Two...
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- Susan.
Wednesday, September 05, 2018
AN HOUR OF BRUISED EGO or LIVING THE LIFE?
I HAVE A 10:00 BULERIAS CLASS EVERY MORNING THIS WEEK, with Ramon Martínez at the Alicia Marquez' School of Flamenco Baile. Yesterday was great, but difficult - first days always are. You're faced with learning combinations of steps you've never done before (or have never put together in quite the same way). In a class full of regular students, you're going to stand out because you're making mistakes and trying to catch on as fast as you can. As I headed for my class this morning, it was with some worry. I'd been thinking about what I'd learned the day before, I'd gone over it all night in my head, knowing I hadn't retained everything (but then, I rarely do). No one had taken videos of the class yesterday, so I felt awkward about doing that. I hoped today would be better. There was no guarantee it would.
It takes me about fifteen minutes to walk from our apartment to the school. As I went, I considered - what's an hour of bruised ego? No one's really paying attention to you, or if they are, it's only fleetingly. Everybody's focused on their own growth. So really, Susan, you're lucky to be here, even if it means dealing with a bit of embarrassment and wearing a silly grimace when you mess up. You're living the life.
I suppose I am. But pride has a way of pooping on the experience. (Yes, I joke. But what else can you do, when you mess up? You may as well laugh at yourself.) It's best to take yourself seriously, and at the same time, not so seriously. There's irony in that.
Today was better, thank God. I did get lost on the way to the school once, so thank heaven for on-line maps, because they got me turned around. Luckily, I wasn't late, and we went over the same choreography, with minor changes. I'm getting it. I've always considered myself a bit of a slow learner when it comes to flamenco, mostly because I don't grab it immediately, but perhaps that's too much to expect. I need a lot of repetition, with lots of practice. And once the steps come without thinking, then it's about laying on the style. But maybe I'm not so different from anybody else who dances. Maybe that's just the way it is for most of us. My advice to any beginner out there? Keep at it, have faith in yourself, and eventually you'll get it. Keep going, don't give up, and don't let pride get in your way. I suppose you could apply that advice to any creative endeavour. It certainly applies to writing.
And speaking of beginners, Ramon's class is advertised as for 'all levels'. Um, no. Not in the least. If you're a beginner, this class would be way over your head. I'm not a beginner, and I'm just keeping up.
But I do love it. I'm hoping tomorrow will be even better than today. We shall see what tomorrow brings.
Until then, olé! - Susan.
It takes me about fifteen minutes to walk from our apartment to the school. As I went, I considered - what's an hour of bruised ego? No one's really paying attention to you, or if they are, it's only fleetingly. Everybody's focused on their own growth. So really, Susan, you're lucky to be here, even if it means dealing with a bit of embarrassment and wearing a silly grimace when you mess up. You're living the life.
I suppose I am. But pride has a way of pooping on the experience. (Yes, I joke. But what else can you do, when you mess up? You may as well laugh at yourself.) It's best to take yourself seriously, and at the same time, not so seriously. There's irony in that.
Today was better, thank God. I did get lost on the way to the school once, so thank heaven for on-line maps, because they got me turned around. Luckily, I wasn't late, and we went over the same choreography, with minor changes. I'm getting it. I've always considered myself a bit of a slow learner when it comes to flamenco, mostly because I don't grab it immediately, but perhaps that's too much to expect. I need a lot of repetition, with lots of practice. And once the steps come without thinking, then it's about laying on the style. But maybe I'm not so different from anybody else who dances. Maybe that's just the way it is for most of us. My advice to any beginner out there? Keep at it, have faith in yourself, and eventually you'll get it. Keep going, don't give up, and don't let pride get in your way. I suppose you could apply that advice to any creative endeavour. It certainly applies to writing.
And speaking of beginners, Ramon's class is advertised as for 'all levels'. Um, no. Not in the least. If you're a beginner, this class would be way over your head. I'm not a beginner, and I'm just keeping up.
But I do love it. I'm hoping tomorrow will be even better than today. We shall see what tomorrow brings.
Until then, olé! - Susan.
Tuesday, September 04, 2018
SEVILLA SORPRESAS (or surprises.)...
Mike's found a gym, and while he went to work out, I spent the time roaming around Plaza Alfalfa, which is a great area for bars, restaurants, and shopping. It's not too far from our apartment, either. My Canadian teacher, Jane, had mentioned to me a couple of flamenco shops (Senovilla for shoes) and Flamenco Pasión (for skirts, shawls, etc.). I stumbled upon them both, quite by accident. I also discovered a number of other flamenco stores, all catering to La Feria (which occurs in May), with some stunning dresses in their windows (at half price). Not sure I'll bring one of these home to Canada, but shoes are definitely on the list, and maybe, if I can afford it, a new manton (a large piano shawl). The one I like is silk and embroidered beautifully, but it's expensive. I will definitely buy fans and other paraphernalia for myself and friends. But mostly, I want to concentrate and spend my money on flamenco classes.
Another surprise - I'm actually managing with my faltering Spanish. Hopefully, getting better at it. I had a Spanish couple stop me today, to ask where Las Setas were. They were from out of town, with their child in tow. I was able to tell them, first explaining that my Spanish wasn't great. The husband corrected me a few times, but that's fine. I don't mind, and it will only make me better. They understood me, and I understood them. All good.
The photo in the upper left-hand corner is of La Catedral, a world heritage site. It was completed in the 16th century. A bishopric seat, it's considered the largest cathedral in the world. We spent last night strolling around it, and it was impressive.
I love Sevilla. Have I mentioned that?
Until mañana, olé! - Susan.
Friday, August 31, 2018
A SLIGHT CHANGE FROM WRITING to FLAMENCO
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| Carmen Linares |
I could complain about this, but I won't. Far better to be delayed, than to fall from the sky over the Atlantic.
Over the next while, I hope to blog about my experiences in Seville as I learn about the city and the people I meet, as well as flamenco dance and song. A good friend of mine wrote on my Facebook page that I should enter my classes with an open heart and no ego. It's good advice. Flamenco is very humbling. For my part, I've often felt like a beginner, no matter what level I reach. This is the way flamenco is. There's no end to getting better, stronger, faster, and exerting greater control, while at the same time appearing fluid, natural, potent, and expressive. Flamenco isn't for the weak of ego or faint of heart. It demands humility and passion in equal measures. I love it for all of this - it's a difficult form, mentally and physically, but it's worth it.
But any creative endeavour is like that, don't you think? Writing is exactly so. When we succeed in any degree, the sweetness of those accomplishments makes them worth whatever they demand of us.
The photo above is of the great Carmen Linares, a cantaora (flamenco singer), whom I greatly admire. She'll be performing in Seville during the Bienal, which is held every second year in Seville in September, and which is one of the reasons we are going to Seville now. I start my first workshop on September 3rd, a demanding mix of baile and cante. Hopefully, I'll be over my jet-lag by then. Wish me buena suerte (good luck). I have a feeling I'll need it.
Until next time, olé! - Susan.
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